Friday, August 20, 2010

8.19

ok ok so I know I haven't been keeping up. I guess I am just not cut out to do this. I love taking pictures, it's so time consuming to make sure i take a picture a day and carry my camera around. I've just been in a weird place lately. One minute I'm good, the next I'm freaking out, the next I'm melting down. I need my comfort zone back, my outlet....my safe place. I haven't had it, and it's been killing me. Because of a few instances, and or events, I have been venturing towards a different place and it's not necessarily been a bad thing. I know I am so blessed by the place I have have been hibernating in, I mean I have been taken under the wings of a couple of people that truly love me for me. How awesome is that? I just wish I was better, that I showed more of the way I feel and didn't have such an issue with my feelings and emotions. I know that God is pulling me through this road and this place in my life for growth and strength, and I am trying with all my might to hold on and God grants me the strength, comfort and grace to get through it. Tonight I heard a song for the first time and I think it's my new song officially.
It's called Come Lord like You promised by Ascend The Hill and it's amazing. so go take a listen and the lyrics are...

Come Lord like You promised
Just like You said You would
Do not delay

Come with healing in Your touch
Come with fire in Your eyes
Just like You said You would
Come with grace and mercy
Come with judgment and might
Just like You said You would

Come riding on the wind
Through clouds of glory pierce the sky
Just like You said You would
Come and bring us back again
Lord come restore Your bride
Just like You said You would